Its been so long my friends ~

I've missed you all. I'm going to try to be back and writing more on here.

Its not that I don't love to blog; Its just.. I have no faith in anything anymore.
My life has turned into a hell hole, and it keeps getting deeper and deeper into the firy pits of the dark underworld.

 

Can't I just perish?

Birthday.

My birthday;

Its Friday.
So two more days and I'll be the big 1-5.

I'm excited.

My mother is getting my a pet rabbit, and I'm having a party.
Things will be nice.

I'll get to have a lot of friends over and we're gonna drink.

Cheers.

(;

Star Wars

Star wars comes out in 3D in a few hours. I'm dying .

Equality.

CAN WE HAVE SOME FUCKING EQUALITY?

So,

You don't know, but my sister is very abusive.

Though she is two years younger than me she cause a lot of pain.

She's 12 and she's the biggest bully I know.

She hates me.

More so , because I'm gay.

It hurts knowing my little sister will never love me.

She calls me names, hits me, and basically ruins my life.

On top of that.

People at school having been saying things.
Things like " She needs some Jesus".

Oh well.
Fuck my life.

Shakespear.

Since, I am a freshman in high school; we are reading:

The Tragedy of Romeo and Juliet.

I have been so fucking excited!

Yesterday, we started and I picked a small role for the first scene.

I read my lines with emotion, and feeling.

Afterwards my English 9 teacher told me that I was to be given a bigger role next time because of my ability to pronounce, and pro tray this with such emotion and passion.

I'm so damn proud.

Gregory Jayke.

You were always there for me.

You helped me through my hardships.

I remember when you got your hearing aid.

You were so excited.

I sang to you, and you told me you were going to try to learn my name.

I remember the first time you said my name.

I remember the first time you said 'I love you'.

You were a dear friend.

The person I could stay up all night with, when I was hurt.

You put up with all the fucking bullshit I put everyone through.

Gregory Jayke, I miss you..

I miss the pictures you'd send me of you and your cat.

I remember when you got the cat and name her Kat.

I remember how we meet, and the first thing you said to me.

I'm sorry things didn't work out how we wanted.

I hope you're happier now..

I love you, Greggy.

Rest in Peace..

Experience,

Every single day is a new experience.
The battle is hard each and every day,
We all work hard, but why? What do we get out of it.
Friends? Ha, what are friends worth when all they do is go behind your back.
This high school kills me. These people do not know manners, have morals or anything. They just think that you can walk all over people.